THIS TIME IT IS REAL

The one thing that me and Ney never wanted has finally happened.

Our bebe is gone. He has been given away by our previous landlord. My heart sank and I felt totally ill when I read the message.

I love this little creature so much that I never thought I would love an animal so much. He isn't mine but I still love him.

He is sunshine for my gloomy days. I remember when I just quit my very first job here in Singapore, the days of looking for another job were so depressing and he was there, every single day, accompanied me and made me so much happier. He made me laugh so hard especially when he showed me his silly face.

Because of him, I asked a silly question over and over again and hope my wish is true. I asked if dogs would go to heaven after they die. I really want to see him up there, away from all the pains and hurts he has gone through on earth.

I used to scare of chihuahua, even dislike them because of the reputation that people told me about. He is so different and totally an opposite of what everyone else has told me about.

He is loving and quiet. He barks only when we come home. Those were the only times you would hear him barking and I missed it. Our weekends were never dull because he was there with us.

Now he is gone to another owner. I'm worried if he feels defeated, this is the 3rd time he is being sent away. Dogs are loyal animal, and being sent away, it must be very difficult for him. He must feel very confused and scared. I'm not able to protect him or keep him because I'm renting a room. If only I have a house now, I will definitely bring him in and never let him go again.

I don't think I would see ever him again. I can only see him through these old photos and the videos I filmed.

Bebe, I really miss you and how I wish I can hold you again.

 
 



Farewell bebe. My first pet who it's truly mine. 

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