Min's

Before I went to study in Australia, I always have this fantasy dreams about living abroad among 'ang mo', speaking spectacular English, being friends with all the white people I met, going parties, dance (even though I don't dance), having a great ang mo-like life. My dad used to tell me 外国的月亮不一定是比较圆的，外国的草不一定是比较绿的。I can't agree more of his statements now. Living 3 years overseas has caused me to realize living in a foreign land is not an easy task, though it has helped me come to know my own capabilities when I'm alone and is forced to do what need to be done without any help, my heart is still longing to go back to my love ones. For instance, when I fall sick, I need to go out and buy medicine myself, no one will fetch me to the doctor or pharmacy if I have an emergency. Maybe is just me, I am not used to asking help from others unless I am really out of options. 不喜欢欠别人家人情. Tips, I always have some panadols with me, especially when I have period or going away ...

From time to time, I'm afraid of growing up. After 18, time passes faster than I notice, one year after another, and I'm at the age I have never think of. (yea, I'm such a child in heart when dealing with age.) I always dream of 21, and I never prepare myself to welcome years after that.  20s are peak season of our lives.  Getting married, buying house/houses, buying car/cars, having the first proper/full time job, having babies, travel, buying insurance, paying mortgage, getting loan, start a business, migrate, leaving parents, making new friends...etc. So much to achieve, at this age, is the time to make our dreams to come true.  It is so overwhelming, I'm intimidated, I'm worried I didn't achieve much, I didn't contribute much, I didn't make my dreams come true.  I have few dreams I would love to see them came to past. I;m putting up my square hat soon, really soon. What is/ are waiting on the other side, I have no clue. Seeing s...