I have a lover - Bebe the Chihuahua

                               

First day ever leaving bebe. We have moved out of the previous house. The place that I first met him. I don't used to calling him, it. He is no longer a pet dog to me, it's more like a baby and I want to dedicate this post to him, my lover, bebe.

Since young I have wished to have my own pet, dog especially. I heard a lot about them before I really encounter one. I heard they are loyal, they are protective, they are soft, they are silly, they are expressive, they like to be patted, they enjoy their owner's presence, they love to be by your side and love to stare at you with their most adorable and irresistible eyes when you are eating. And I also heard about sad stories of dogs passed away and how the owners are devastated. I can relate now. All of it. 

To those who never have a pet will never understand the strong emotions I am going through now. Why would people cry when their dog passed away, isn't it just a dog? I would ask. Now I know, it's not just a dog, he is your precious one. 

Everyday I come home, he will be there jumping and barking, telling me he is excited and happy to see me home!! And  this make me so happy everyday! Not even my Ney would show his excited face when he sees me. (-_-||). Now he is gone, or more like I'm gone, I need to find something else that make me happy.

Then he likes to sleep with me, laying besides me, lean against me, or stay on my lap. This makes me feel so comforting, surprisingly, it makes me feel so motherly too. And I enjoy every bits of it! Seeing him sleep with such contented face can put a large smile on my face. 

The short few months we have became so closed, so used to each other's present, so in love and so happy. But this separation is necessary for me and Ney, even though is painful but this has to be done for our future.

Bebe you will always be in my mind. You will always be in that special part of my heart. I love you and will always miss you.
                   
                              


                               


                             

                             

                                

                            

                            

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