Life

U must be asking, am I going crazy?? Honestly, I am slowly becoming crazy!!

What happen?? Actually, I don know.

Sometimes, Something, Somehow, I just cannot tell it at social network. Is terribly risky and dangerous. I do not wish to spoil any relationships that I have, but is just sometime, is too much for a person to bear.

I need help, I need to step out from my comfort zone, I think I have been so shy for the culture in Perth. I think that is not exactly me. English ar, you are the one who make me timid, please, strengthen me not destroy me. Come on!!!


Michael Bublé: That's Life (http://www.michaelbuble.com/) Ney's gave me this album at my birthday (2009). Love this so so much!!



This week I have more visions to live my every single day. Start to get back on track with what I should do, since the 1st week always called as the blur week, right? Everyone is so blur, and just started to realise this and realise that. I finally understand the blur-ness when you don get enough sleep, in class. Ya, is in class. Your brain just not functioning.. Gosh, is so blur. That's what I could say. So guys, sad to say that, my studies are getting more intense.Group assignments, tutorial activities, individual assignments, all these are coming one by one or maybe two by two. Seriously, this is niceeee somehow, they make my time past faster and quicker. In no time, "da da" I am flying back to Malaysia, going Thailand eat those wonderfully made food, then another "DA DA" I am flying to Uk having holiday and meeting my precious!! OMGoshhh.... this is so exciting.!!


People, sometimes things are not what they seems like. It is more complicated than it seems. Covering it, is just one of the alternatives to deal with it. I think most of the time I choose this way of handling all these feelings and problems. So, never over expecting someone on something from their expression. Lets be more considerate to each other. :)


Recently, I have so much feelings inside me, too much I think, just cannot find a way to drain it out..

Only God can save me this time, not even him, I suppose..

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