A Process

It's sad to realize how we are so different in perspective now, maybe I should have realize since the beginning. 

You always have your own vision and support from families, I always have my own vision and support from my families. I should have guess it before everything seems so clear now, our visions are same and at the same time are different, it becomes obviously very different when we were separated and lived under different cultures and circumstances. The friends we have, are way different now as well. We have different ways of living and carrying ourselves now, is either I'm not changing and not improving or you have changed too much and are way to 'front line'. Either way, it shows we have grown up and take the stand we personally strongly believe in.

I hope inside, you are still pure and longing for God as you used to be. I know it is hard to find your way back to Him when what you prefer is not align with His words. I know you would feel guilty or shame, I was there before, but He is mercy and grace, He never rejects, hence, He came down not to accuse but to save.

I am a very direct person, if I agree, you can straight tell it on my face, however, if I'm disagreeing, you could tell it on my face sooner or later. I don't have the talent of hiding emotions, my life is too simple sometimes.

I won't forget about what we had went through together, and I will not give up praying one day you will 'come back', if that even make sense. 

Heard this once: sometimes, friendship is meant to be broken when two different persons are no longer in the same pace, and it will come back eventually if it's meant to be, through prayers. 

I wish you all the best.