新视觉。

害怕自小的 梦 只是梦。
害怕乐观的 思想 只是愚蠢。
害怕自己的 相信 只是逃避。
害怕伟大的 目标 只是幻想。

台湾这趟让我体验了 我最不想被摇醒的现实。
我所想象的世界也许已经不存在这我们活在的世界了，它只属于天堂吧。
朋友固然重要，但是这条路还是自己的责任。
谢谢他们真诚的 爱。


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