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Long lost me, no update for June yet?! 
Study week + 2 weeks of exam. I am so DRY out.. 
Study Week : 27/5- 3/6
1st paper at 4/6, 2nd paper at 13/6, 3nd paper at 14/6. Should I be happy or Should I be lazy?

The dates are so far apart and this drained all my energy and enthusiasm. Tired of studying, then I surfed  internet, watched movie, watched again both season 1 & 2 of The Walking Dead, went to beach with friends, bought groceries, day dreaming, laughed and cried myself, called Ney and spent $474 of my phone call credit, do some notes. Gosh.. my 2nd paper still haven't come yet, and that means my holiday still have to wait!! ARGH.. THAT'S THE THING MAKE ME MOST FRUSTRATING!!
Nevermind, time will come, and I have to finish my last chapter before tomorrow comes, gotta make full use of my time and be a productive person.

Been searching, observing, thinking, asking for answer, sharing, brainstorming a lot of life's lesson throughout the weeks, I think the waiting time makes us think more and deeper than we usually will.
Through tears and sweat and blood, we learn life. Hurts and scars make us stronger and see things clearer, past events and experiences shaped and mole us to who we are today. New dreams, new hopes, new planning and new companions bring you closer to your destiny. (gonna stop being into a sudden emo!! will continue to share it after my final, maybe before my trip?)

Here are some of the pictures I took during the weeks, finally get my hair curled nicely, have a hair cut, finished reading John Bevere's Honour's Reward. It was an AWESOME book to read and learn from. Everyone should get one of it to learn how to receive our heaven's rewards, which are still waiting for us to claim it.












  
The coming few post will be so Different!! Gonna blog about my #21yearsold #dreamscometrue #dreamholidaytrip!! Stay tune, folks!!
God Bless everyone!! 
xoxo

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