I wish to have someone here with me




When all the new thing and experience are going on, sharing is the thing that we needed most.
Happiness is mean to be shared, but I can't do that, when I'm all alone here, Skyping is a good communication way, but they are not here to experience and go through what I experienced and went through.
Loneliness is also a silent killer, it kills off the dreams and hopes. Thoughts in mind will not go out from the rooms' door, but it will rather choose to bang on the wall beside the door and They just keep on bouncing back, just like a tennis ball, but this is not 'a tennis ball' , it is 'many tennis balls'.

I miss Malaysia.
I miss my family and friends.
I miss my Ney.
I miss the comfortable and familiarity.
I miss the languages.
I miss shopping without converting.
I miss my mum, grandma, Ney's cooks...

Comments

  1. Alissa13 February 2011 at 23:58

    Be tough, girl =)
    Get to know new friends and befriend with them...
    u still have church members right?
    dont emo ya...
    it's ur dream right....so enjoy it to the max...dont leave any regret....
    3 yrs will be gone real fast...
    cheer ya ^^

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  2. louisa14 February 2011 at 19:51

    yea, sis!!
    I just need some ways to express myself, especially when I'm alone.
    DOn worry, I'm okay!! O week started, more events coming, I wont feel so emo ady!! Love!

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