too much

(my mind keep spinning and stuck with lots of worry. how could it be????!!)

When u knew your love ones is suffering in sickness and you couldn’t do anything to help him feel better, the helplessness and the worries will never leave you till the day he recover.
then?What can I do? What can I do? Cry? Shout? Die, perhaps. Praise God that I could only think of is pray.

When you have made your decision which the whole world had known about it, you have to achieve it no matter what is the sacrifice you might get into, although the struggles no one would understand even ourselves, our families or even our forever best friends, it come to the worse part when you are the lousiest in the companion.

All these concerns are way too much for a person to process and take it. I thought of, recently. It came to a turning point when this very special and supportive person being by my side, he might not fully understand my feelings or problems but he is willing to stay with my, offering his shoulder and hug to me whenever I need it. He is none other than my boyfriend, Douglas Teh.

Thank you, honey. I can’t tell how much I appreciate you. I’m sorry that I’m being less energetic these few days or maybe weeks, hope you will forgive me. I LOVE YOU…

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