she is the best friend or she WAS the best friend?

i had a ' forever best friend ' in my life. how we define best friend?

For me, best friend is who will always be there for u whenever good times or hard times, best friend will always remember you in her prayer, best friend will share the stories of you and her with the others, best friend will sometimes get jealous with you when you seems to have another best friend or boyfriend appear in your life, that maybe replace her in your heart, finally, i think best friend will think of you 1st when she have a chance to contact you.

but everyone has only one 'forever best friend' in their lives, that is Jesus. who's love will never fade, and who will always keep u in his prayer, who will find every chances to talk to you, who will share his everything with you.who will also never let you down, even once!!

my sweetheart, had broke my heart.
I'm grief and depressed when she 1st reached Malaysia I'm not the 1st one she contact.
she only called me few days later but better than she never called me..
is that the sign of fading in the friendship between us?
our 'forever best friend' slogan had became a far far away dream? ....
what had past had past...

we will find new best friend in our life when we grow older, different friends at different level of life. once again..i had to face the cruel reality... when time flies, who will stand? JESUS will stand.

sweetheart, if you read this blog, please don't be angry with me.
I still love you like I used to, but we just can not defeat the cruelty of life.
I know you will find a best friend who will help you, love you, take care of you and protect you in your life out there, just I'm not the one anymore... I can only remain my position here, at the same time,at the same place..
sometimes if you feel tired, sad, disappointment, stress, or even when you feel no one would understand you, and you needed support, you just have to turn back your head and you will always find me right behind your back ready to hold you.
I'll dance with you for your every single successful goals, I'll cry with you when you are in the
midst..

please...
promise me that you will be good, you will be fine, you will be successful, you will be able to grow strongly, although, I'm no longer in the race with you.


Wendy Wu, I love you.

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