my hometown

Sungai Petani,
you bring joy to me, when i were there as a loyal resident.
you bring hope to me, when i were there enjoying my life.
you bring me to the fantasy world and always make me believe that the world is beautiful. Initially, you make me become timid and fragile, when difficulties come, I can not stand on my feet, and break my heart into million of pieces.

I'm confuse, disappointed, depressed, sad, angry, release and...all the complicated feelings just flow out from my soul unpredictably.. I feel I'm drown! but, I'm not alone in this race, I have my honey and sister who always stand by me to fight and comfort me. thank god!!

the Sungai Petani i used to love has fade away from my heart,
I start to feel that the place no longer suites or welcome me,
It scares me, it frightened me, it make me feel uncomfortable and I just don't want to go back there.
I prefer BU, where I have my new friends.
I feel more comfortable, although sometimes we will quarrel for fun, that doesn't hurt our feeling.
I know in the future, the gap will become greater, but i wouldn't care anymore, because all about Sungai Petani are only my memory, not my LIFE!!

what you wanna talk back about me, I don't care, I am ME MYSELF, Lim Jia Min.

Comments

  1. Alissa29 January 2010 at 01:38

    Just drop by to remind u, we r always here for u....though u didnt care much on us recently ==...haha.....go girl....jia min is always joyful.

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