where is my smile?

i can only pretend to smile and happy..





poor jia min..
started to forget how to laugh and how to smile..
what's wrong with your EQ...lolx...
for you, now, smiling is a burden and also a mask..
it makes you become a faker!! but,
it also can cover all your bad feeling from other people...
how can you change like this...
miss her sweetheart...
wants the familiar hug from her...
wants her to say ' i love u, babe'...
but it seems to far for the poor jia min..


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