is been one month..

hardworking with my studies....

KBU campus view...red and white..
my ID card...


waiting for class in the cafeteria..


........time table.......


i had been study at kbu for one month,is getting better in my mental nor physical..is happy to know that im walking through the 'down-side'-missing home. home sick is very normal for those who need to leave home or hometown to somewhere we need to live or survive alone..i think so...>.<religion is one of the main pillar that hold me stand still in the storm..)my work is getting harder and more..but i enjoy them very much..at least i got something to do..homeworks and projects...i like it!!haha...weirdo or extraordinary and laughter...that is what people say me..but im happy to have these name..i want to be special all the time..i want to be the salt and light among the people..
my fourth aunt,chai ching,who is my spiritual supporter and carrier,always text me and encourage me..im proud to have her..she is the best best friend of me since im kid..one of her message encourage me to go and stand strong at where im now...this is what she texted: study hard! we are proud of you!these words make my aim clearer...and knowing that my family members all are supporting me..is very warm..^^when im growing bigger..i start to built more mature and 'open' relationship with my dearest famlies. i want to let them know that i love them and care about them...^^(im brave)..but im not doing this to my families only..im doing this to my forever best friend,who is going to taiwan to grab her dream..wendy wu chia ching..the past two day i opened my heart to her by saying miss you and love you...(im brave again!!)haha...im now learning a lesson that train me to speak out my care and love to who i love and care...is hard to say sometimes...but all i need is to learn and pratice!!^^im proud of myself by doing this...thank god that He give us what we need...LOVE!.....




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