im restore again...in holy spirit!!

today i went to city harvest for normal service(i thought)..then suprisingly..is not a normal service..because today got a special guest...MIKE CONNELL..

he is a very anoited pastor...he is really cute^^when the spritual atmostphere is so strong..he just need to say "holy spirit please come","holy spirit thank you..fill hime/her" and then 'whew' he blew...then holy spirit just filled the person/people IMMEDIATELY...so amazing..im so touched when i watched the screen that showed us what happened in front of the stage..WOW!! is so so so...POWERFUL...holy spirit can touched anyone through anyone...(eg.i can pray for a person and holy spirit can go through me and touch the person i pray for...dont you think is nice~~^^owh...i think is nice).although when he preached in english with the speed that i havent catch up...but god just lead me with his spirit...and what i need to comfirm or need to be reminded i just could catch it!!how amazing is it...^^(!!love you holy spirit!!)..

today...i got two chances to open my heart to god...when pastor Mike called us to close our eyes and imagine in creativity by looking back to time when JESUS CHRIST,THE SAVIOUR died on the cross..step by step...he told us to look from the ground that the blood sink into it and up to his leg and his body at last at his head...i just cant hold my tears..they just poured out...actually im not deserve what i have now..but JESUS CHRIST made it worthy and made my life such a precious things...(praise HIM with all my life..)after that..before he ended up..we sang praise song and in a sudden pastor Mike call the musicians to stop..he got a vision that god told him to pray fora category of people.. he said he wanna pray for who cant leave from his/her sins or any addictions or pain..that is me..i really thought only me..haha!!so cute isn't me?(this means that holy spirit is talking to me..how sweet is it?)haha...but most the whole church went out for pray...is ALMOST WHOLE CHURCH! before that he called us to confess to god and thank god for everythingS that he had done for us.. then, finally the pray start..we slowly move to the front..why slowly?because jammed!!hah...i had told before that almost whole church went out...one by one..but sure not only pastor Mike one person prayed..his lovely wife Joy...also helped up and pastor Kelvin...(and some others stuffs and anoited leaders) i cant tell still got who else..because i didn't see..hah!!sorry..then!!!

is my turn!!hahaa!!!!so nervous...because in my heart im so!!DESIRE to let holy spirit to fill!!is very nice to filled up with holy spirit!! thats why i can get restore!!ngeh ngeh!!don jealous at me...everyone can receive!!100% sure..when you open your heart..^^

(never let a chance to get away when that is chance we can receive..>.<)

ok ok... back to my story..and then (i dont know who is that..but surely is a female..)she prayed for me..and i started to cry out again..is release...^^and i fall down and cry out in the presence of the holy lovely greatly GOD's hug... all inside me just came out like release out...all my depressed and all my... er..im not sure what is that, disturbing me from the inside to the outside..it all just ALL release out.. what i wanna get rid of...is such a wonderful receive..and release...^^
after that..i went back to the back..and find TBC..(ya~~!is TBC. he went to the church with us ..thank god!!im so HAPPY to hav him joining us...^^) later that..the service end..pastor Kelvin called us to hug as much people as we can...so first i hugged TBC..because he stood just beside me..second..i hugged heng hee...and lastly..i hugged my 'daddy'-david..(he is tall is what i can tell..haha!!)is a very sweet and warm action..it can pull us closer to each other..i guess..^^but for me hug is a tool to wam anyone ...



JESUS PRAYS FOR US TO SUCCESS,IF WE FAIL,HE WANTS US TO GET BACK AND GIVE US A HAND..THIS IS WHAT HE ALWAYS DO!!


I LOVE YOU JESUS...FOREVER...TILL THE DAY I MEET YOU FACE TO FACE...YAHOO!

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